Friends and being myself
Hello my peeps, that's a wired way to start this but that me, I might start all my blog posts like that. How has your day been? Mine has been amazing, spent all morning and afternoon with my good friends. Its amazing how some people can make you smile and laugh all day, and just enjoy their company. I have always found it hard to keep friends but I have a couple of people in my life that I love with all my heart, they make me smile, laugh and just relax, letting me be myself.
Its hard when you are very quiet in a world of very loud people, and yes sometimes I can be crazy and loud like those people but I feel like that I'm not myself, that I'm a person trying to be like by people. I think that this world we grow up in now is all about the likes we get on social media, how may followers we have and just how may people like us. Don't get me wrong I have do this as well, but I have seen my mistakes and errors in this way and found a new path on my journey that I'm enjoying so much more.
I have met people in the past who I thought where friends but I had gotten so wrong because I just want to be liked, I didn't want to be alone. I see now that those types of people mentally, physical and spiriually drained me until I was only a shell with problems I didn't understand. I have found a person who now I couldn't live without, he is so kind and sweet. He has made me realise that I don't need the world to like me I just need to like myself and come out of my shell and bloom. I have known someone for a very long time and he too makes me smile, lets me be who am. I know a person who doesn't judge me for who I am, and I love her for that. These friends have made me love myself but there is one person who I love the most who has guide me form beginning. She will love me for who I am no matter what, and I love her. These people are my tribe and I never want to lose them, it's taken me a year to finally understand that I don't need society to like me, I just need to like myself and then I can do anything!
(Picture not mine, found on Pinterest)
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